Throwback - Fall 2007

Monday, July 27, 2009

*Rose from my Grandmother's garden


Title: My Former Life...As A Rose

Bismillah (In the name of God)

Curling over the sweet smell, I hurry to embrace the next nose. Many pass by but few really seek the beauty that has been given to me. Folding and molding petals of silkened pearl colored skin, my cheeks are sometimes blush red. I intensify naturally, but the new cloning sensation has stripped me of my scent. Longing for sunshine and rain, I have blossomed into a full mass of curls that are used to decorate and enhance boring scenery. Pressed, I become re-usable on tables to add sweet smells to an empty place. Snipped and cut, I can decorate a man or woman without losing my identity. Dried and hung for memories to linger, I can remind you of when you smiled or when you cried. Falling beautifully on fabric, I enhance the patterns that are cut to form and reproduced for an endless ream of fashion. Mesmorized by the variety of colors I create, from pearl white to cobalt blue, natural and unnatural, cherised and thrown away, adored and hated, sweet smelling and distinct, I carry the burden of flowers, and began the struggle for the spotlight. My tireless beauty becomes weak, as my head droops from dehydration or lack of light and care. The end is inevitable unless firmly planted in rich soil.

CLE - "Going Places"

Thursday, July 16, 2009

The slogan to the landing and launch pad of my place of origin and destination has become the current theme in this chapter of Forever Amber.

Two days past my decision, I am beginning to find the bitter sweet of what may take place. Closeness to those who are closer than close, distance from those who are a part of my spiritual upgrade experience... Listening to the quiet to come has relaxed me even in the busiest of streets and the skip stop announcements (missed because the shuffle played my favorite song too loud).

In addition to lately being enveloped within my thoughts, soundtracked by the notes of my favorite iTunes, I sit closer to dreams that have already begun to come true. As my dreams and I converse, the path becomes clearer and the passion more grounded. Reality as we know it is built for our success. The lines of communication are open if we are intent and listening to what is around us.

Living in a way that is bent on living for the goods...is not good. But if you strive for life within its limits and remain true to yourself and your limits, then living becomes bliss where the heart and soul can convene.

Regressing to the topic ahead and behind, I work to prepare myself for the challenges and blessings of home sweet home. Refamiliarizing mind and body to welcome family and writing have become my inspiration for moving forward. The small things heard about via wireless talk will become front and center and within distance to be heard in real time. Patience exponentialized will become priority for now as I prepare to set out on a journey to bring my heart to home.