Smiling Frustration...

LOL...Can't believe I'm taking this as a vision of what it is really like. Flying with wings detached from earth and soaring through endless skies, I determine what is really real and what is really wrong. I keep 'lol-ing' because 'this can't be life, this, can't be love' still has remnants in the recesses of my mind. Keeping with the flow of the moment, Teedra says what she feels and how simple it is to sing it, or write it, or pray it, right?

Making lists of what fits and what doesn't, doesn't cut it. There is no 'blueprint' no way to properly disguise feelings into nonexistence. Reflections of me in the mirror bring questions of how feelings are portrayed in space, in time, in life. Listening to the faces of others, I soothe the weak and heal the sick in my chatty ways. Residing within the time frame allotted, I realize the difference between the living and the dead. The limited time that is wasted on wondering and pondering on things so superficially - superfluous. Really. I mean c'mon, how can you justify the love of something that will perish over something that WILL NEVER CEASE TO EXIST AND HAS BEEN HERE BEFORE THERE WAS EVER A SINGLE CREATION. ...read that last line again....ok one more time...do you understand it!!! ...wow.

Tears reach the cold face of the woman who feels the weight of love calling her to submission. She contemplates what will bring healing, and realizes it is the one thing that hurts her. It is love. How can we bring this to fruition? Must we wait and Wait and WAIT...! Oh, hell naw. Why should we have to?

As a person told me once before....'how will what you say change what God has willed to be?' So there, I said it. Won't you...?

Twittering, Facebooking, GChatting, Coversing, Blogging, Tagging, Liking, Commenting, Poking, BRB-ing, LOL-ing, DOT DOT DOT-ing, Waiting, Living, Loving, Feeling, Typing, Watching, Waiting some more..., acknowledging what we know and what we wanna know through what we think we know and what others tell us we should know, rambling and writing like this flow right here brings solace and brings the reader to know that your, yes yours, yes you - your feelings are justified. Your feelings are important. You are worth it. You deserve it. It will come when it is written to come. You will find happiness. You will.

A wise man said to me, 'just like every piece of furniture is in this apartment, its supposed to be here. Just like your life, everything that is supposed to be there will get there.' So quit lookin at the puzzle and just start putting the pieces together!

Believe it. Live it. Take it when it comes. Quit wastin' ya dang on time.

...check 'Complex Simplicity' by Teedra Moses
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